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dfd87c dude we have the most cursed bag of baby carrots ever

dfd87c weed. there's nobody on :(

dfd87c that's real interesting bc i coulda swore i joined PAM somewhere in November. i wonder when it hit 5 years

dfd87c I'VE BEEN HERE LONGER THAN MAY???

dfd87c that means..

dfd87c MY OLDEST POSTS ARE 5 YEARS OLD???? HOLY SHIT I'VE BEEN ON PAM FOR 5 FUCKING YEARS

dfd87c tbh if i told myself from like, 2 years ago when i returned that i was gonna date Pep, i prolly wouldnt have believed it

dfd87c "Pepper, if you wanna be slapped, I'll do it" -literally me abt ayear and a half ago, what is the context here ToT -Xenoxx

dfd87c did i kill PAM

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e7762e XENKI!!

e7762e temptation

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14d431 if life gurus digged in their butt all day

e7762e dear GOD

8426a8 life guru bmo my savior

e7762e bnuuy

14d431 its not just about an outlet, its about learning and practicing mental gymnastics and routines that can lessen the effect of those past experiences on your daily life. it genuinely helps alot.

8426a8 thinking out loud lmao

8426a8 yeah id say its trauma, stupid kid mistakes and a really unfortunate chain of events. idk ive never really looked into therapy for emotional scarring, as helpful as it sounds maybe id be fine getting by?? its been a few years but yeah youre right some outlet could help bring some closure

e7762e that fucking cat i hate

e7762e eugh. you

e7762e Hello!

14d431 you might feel detached memory and reminiscent wise but unfortunately, unfortunately in this case, love is a very powerful scraper of pathways in the brain. deep, rooted pathways. trauma, experience, connection we have from the past will hold in our minds for a very. very long time. it's difficult to deal with, much less get rid of. if its to the point that you genuinely dont know what to do about it, you should definitely try therapy. not those jank, payed, "your time is up come back again and pay me now" places. theres free places all over the place definitely covered by your insurance. you could even try online stuff. What you're describing to me seems to be trauma, and unfortunately its very difficult to deal with. Especially alone.

8426a8 unfortunately yeah, i feel detatched from that past already but like i said im subconsciously distancing

6bc4ac you can't use ai.

14d431 so because of bad past experiences, you have trouble expressing closeness and reciprocating intimacy in your current relationship?

8426a8 a good amount of it is partially vindictive but i really think its almost entirely subconcious

6bc4ac bmo wouldn't understand lmao.

8426a8 bad experience, the closer women get the more i fold inward

8426a8 women, bmo, women

e7762e yeehaw

14d431 whats that mean gunther

e7762e chill guy

8426a8 wow im terrible at reciprocating

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