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9df770 But be true to your thoughts, be honest and be grounded. I won't deny any answers you may come up with, but you have experience and wisdom to know what is just and unjust.

bce8e5 does your cousin think they need help?

236914 my cousin needs help. i never told anyone she was cutting herself. i kept it to myself like any other secret. it came out. her mom and my mom (already didnt like each other) had a flaming disagreement and almost fought several times one of which while i was present. their mom is fucking bitch, i hate that hag that parasite that demon

9df770 You may feel it as retribution, but at the end, it will ultimately be up to you to decide how to feel about it. Those decisions have to be made once you have concretely been assured of what to do, but take the time to compile your thoughts.

236914 i try to take it in my stride but i cant anymore im sick of it

236914 i feel i deserve it for all ive done. i deserve my social rejection especially. i was a rotten soul and for some reason people still wanted to like me. i didnt deserve them, i never really will. years have past, i got better as a person but now they want nothing to do with me. i push everyone way. including my cousin. they didnt deserve to be pushed away by me but i did anyway for nothing. i was their rock. the one they counted on. and i pushed them away.

bce8e5 right now you're expressing your feelings which is good, the build up of emotions when it comes to stuff like this can be detrimental, so talking about it really does help. why do you feel like you deserve this? you aren't being punished in anyway. It's terrible that what's happening is happening, but it isn't in any way your fault.

9df770 whilst life goes on, your heart needs time to handle your grief. If you feel as though you are uncertain of what you should be doing as Bloob, you should be true to what you believe is the best thing for yourself and the expectations you have. You are human, and there will be times when things occur in such ways that makes it horrible to go on normally

236914 i cant take it ive never been strong enough for this

236914 im not doing anything. theres nothing i can do except go on my laptop or xbox or talk to my cousins thats all i have

236914 i cant help but feel i deserve this, like if there is a god i'm being punished for my deplorable behaviour. my uncle just got out of prison man and he's gone i never got to meet him face to face i wanted to meet him so bad

bce8e5 three family members and being blamed for sh in the span of a week is rough, i'm sorry you have to go through that. what are you finding yourself doing to deal with the stress and emotion?

236914 the only truth is that life must go on

236914 on top of that my cousin tried to do something bad to themself and essentially blamed it on me because "they dont give me enough attention" refering to us, not her family but us their cousins and aunts and uncles- i say essentially because when i grew distant or upset at them they started cutting themself

9df770 have you come to any truths in what has happened

236914 in the span of a week three family passed away, i've been rotting inside for since winter came and over this last month ive face the worst social despair ive faced since middle school

9df770 does everywhere just lead to one inevitable place of ruin

236914 ive never felt mental anguish like this in my entire life

236914 so much nonsense so much demoralizing nonsense man i'm drowning man

9df770 does it tremendously affect you

236914 a lot

9df770 whats going on

236914 i wanna give up

236914 i just wanna curl up and die

9df770 its kind of a super lazy way for me to draw, its just negative space abuse

8048ed i do not want to do this HELP ME HELP HELP ME HELP ME HELP HEEEELP HEEELP MEEEE HEEEELP HEEEEE

236914 max contrast

9df770 i feel mildly obligated to continue the boxer drawings

0b970e Guess you can say its an. Eyesore. Hahahahhahah

9df770 i really hurt my eyes when i stare at the artwork i draw for too long

0b970e Speaking of syl, do they have my 1_ik sprites yet

467cf1 No its something for my syl roleplay which i need to finish the comic for quickly

bce8e5 pepper what is that, is that a grabby claw

0b970e I am going to turn someone here into the corpse equivilent of a fish fillet. This is bullshit !!!!!!

467cf1 Ah yes my ignore racist people and theyll dissapear paradigm i havent used since the heian era

0b970e The boredome consumes me like a ravenous beast, the artblock has been beating my shit since janurary 30th, and i still cant find a good instrument material for ex's song

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236914 ooh cool

bce8e5 that's one of my many paradigms you bum your paradigm is stealing and fried chicken

236914 CRYIIING OUT! NO YOU CAN'T ESCAPE YOU ARE BURIED IN DOUBT AND IT PUUUUULLS YOU DOWN! NOW YOURE IN TOO DEEP YOU MAY NEVER GET OUT! SUCH AN AWWWWWFUUUULLLL FATE... TEEEEEEAR IT DOWN! IT'S ALMOST TOO LATE IS THE END COMING NOW? AS YOU SCREAM OUT LOUD! YOU SEVER THE PEACE TILL YOUR TRUTH HAS BEEN FOUND!

bce8e5 this? i just wanted to make a comic page style artwork for my chaos magick stuff, it's a snippet of a fight between Daniel Dartmouth and Pioneer.