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ac00c9 one of my all time favorite songs "Cry of Achilles" has these lyrics "Crying out for more than i've been shown, knowing none of it is real" and "all that riddles me will never cease to be, still i search the world in vain" and i think that really relate to me and my struggle with this mindset

e90c96 hmm. understand that it can be quite difficult, but once you free yourself from needing validation from what others think of you, you will be all the more happy. what others think of you is of little importance, if those that you personally care for care for you, than you're perfectly fine friend.

ac00c9 like none of it is real and all my effort is meaningless because ill just rot away regardless of if i try to make friends or speak up or make plans with friends because they arent really friends and just dont want to anger me

d3c520 (( It seems today, that all you see, is- )) 'Okay, please shut up before you say something stupid.'

ac00c9 m greatest fear is that everyone despises me but because they fear me or some other reason they dont say it to my face- so while i fight to have some kind of social standing that it's all built on lies and fear

d3c520 (( wat? )) '. . ?'

e90c96 i just did something weird as fuck, I straight up said "thank God I'm alone" after I did it.

689720 blows up because i forgot the link: https://soundcloud.com/gli7ch-abridged/cabinet-man-but-neil-is-taking-a-shower

689720 this feels like the intended way to listen to cabinet man

ac00c9 boredom consumes me

ac00c9 would you look at that i'm wearing a new id

ac00c9 SAAAAAAAAVE USSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!

e2886d maybe I should try to make a pepper mix

e2886d an oddity compendium, perhaps

c95776 Bro is an oddly oddity

c95776 Yeah probably

e2886d Pepper if he was Ollie and called peprika

e2886d nah its not as cool with the spaces

e2886d You. Say. You're. Seeing. Darkness. You're. Seeing. Only. Me. Can't. You. Hail. My. Redesign. Knock. It. And. That. Would. Be. Heresy. Set. Us. Free.

ee5000 RILEYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY r u able to hop on dennys world on friday afternoon? -Marker

ee5000 Riely -Marker

c95776 Mega kirkzoid sounds like a mewgenics boss

91d61f me when i larp the deadly trio and lowkirkenuinely evolve into the mega kirkzord

8c660b i'd rather be anywhere doing anything than be here doing nothing

8c660b this is a thursday, dark and dim

8c660b bmo doesnt know i just imitate people and it's not exclusively supa i've copied

8c660b something supa would say because im larping as him apparently

6ba407 i forgot all about this place. i didn't think anyone still used it

bd4116 All aloneee in my beddddddroom with the lights turned down and my roommate goneee. I know it’s over, still i cling—- onnnnnnn

9dffd4 oksorry

0e6997 [Ekusukariba] [Alright going fs this time]

0e6997 [Souczyr] [far from it, also call me eku, everyone knows me by that since i use different characters a lot]

9dffd4 okbye

9dffd4 Ok so century is my cousin basically

0e6997 [Century] [crazy, either way im heading off, tomorrow i got a 9 hour shift, gnight peeps]

9dffd4 Yeah I can like definitely pin point when this new mindset kind of hit me it’s when i got like bed ridden sick for a month. Genuinely just sat there with no light listening 2 like Sarah or something while making the initial SUPA pieces, definitely cooked me mentally but man i got wayyy better at drawing kekw

0e6997 [Century] [1:28am rn]

d80f90 I live in the other washington trust

0e6997 [Century] [im pacific standard, i live in washington]

9dffd4 Do u guys all live in the same house everyones 3 hours ahead of me what the geeeeek

d80f90 Well yeah i am going soon its 4:30 am on a school night im lowkey cooked