![[201954] Just know that it's not your fault. Please, that's all I want you to realize right now, I mean that from the very bottom of my soul](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/bdb471fe4c48bb8.png)
201954 Just know that it's not your fault. Please, that's all I want you to realize right now, I mean that from the very bottom of my soul
![[398603] Twocunt i suggest you shut the fuck up and return to the hole you were birthed out of if you know whats best](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/26f14101577c4a0.png)
398603 Twocunt i suggest you shut the fuck up and return to the hole you were birthed out of if you know whats best
![[8fd686] Uhh,yeah. You got it](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/7ae1c42c2d459cc.png)
8fd686 Uhh,yeah. You got it
![[7440ea] Nat, its NEVER someones fault if they were groomed you were taking advantaged of and put in a place where you felt like youd be worse off if you left right, Im probably saying it too much you already get the gist](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/45b20d504448c4b.png)
7440ea Nat, its NEVER someones fault if they were groomed you were taking advantaged of and put in a place where you felt like youd be worse off if you left right, Im probably saying it too much you already get the gist
![[49cb82] All offenenenes))](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/e21a6755aa5d173.png)
49cb82 All offenenenes))
![[201954] I want to throw every form of validation at you right now, the fact you've felt in the wrong about that for so long physically hurts me to sympathize with. I'm so sorry that happened to you.](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/fdac64dfb60d273.png)
201954 I want to throw every form of validation at you right now, the fact you've felt in the wrong about that for so long physically hurts me to sympathize with. I'm so sorry that happened to you.
![[8fd686] ..okay.](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/35a2c55954553f0.png)
8fd686 ..okay.
![[ddb408] I'm logging off of Pam for tonight, this is just purley DIABOLICAL. [no offense]](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/33ca5709e0cb3cd.png)
ddb408 I'm logging off of Pam for tonight, this is just purley DIABOLICAL. [no offense]
![[201954] ...I'm probably just projecting, what I wish I could say to... nevermind, this isn't about me](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/a7f240689d2d600.png)
201954 ...I'm probably just projecting, what I wish I could say to... nevermind, this isn't about me
![[8fd686] I was hesitant to talk about the addiction because I thought i was the one who did wrongly.](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/2473ed45095f867.png)
8fd686 I was hesitant to talk about the addiction because I thought i was the one who did wrongly.
![[201954] Still... with my whole heart, I can tell you that you are not in the wrong here, it's not your fault that happened to you, and I'm sorry that ever happened to you. Genuinely, I want you to realize that you're absolutely not to blame, and what you were forced to experience wasn't a fault that you made. It's not your fault. Don't feel bad because you did what you did back then, please](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/c2d2413fc159ca3.png)
201954 Still... with my whole heart, I can tell you that you are not in the wrong here, it's not your fault that happened to you, and I'm sorry that ever happened to you. Genuinely, I want you to realize that you're absolutely not to blame, and what you were forced to experience wasn't a fault that you made. It's not your fault. Don't feel bad because you did what you did back then, please
![[57f69c] hey guys im bac- oh..... oh god](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/358ef056a2395ce.png)
57f69c hey guys im bac- oh..... oh god
![[7440ea] Yeah no its really still not your fault](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/9ffa65c2d51996d.png)
7440ea Yeah no its really still not your fault
![[7440ea] Really, I dont have any experience with this so Idk what type of advice would help overcome that, Ive heard distracting yourself from it with hobbies work but idk](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/b94726a11e4160b.png)
7440ea Really, I dont have any experience with this so Idk what type of advice would help overcome that, Ive heard distracting yourself from it with hobbies work but idk
![[8fd686] There was a uh,point thay when I did find out his age I never left,because I uh.didnt have anyone. I always thought it was my fault because of that,I had a chance to leave but didn't because I thought I was safe.](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/af2f7c6d4fd914c.png)
8fd686 There was a uh,point thay when I did find out his age I never left,because I uh.didnt have anyone. I always thought it was my fault because of that,I had a chance to leave but didn't because I thought I was safe.
![[398603]](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/3ef75566579d7fb.png)
398603
![[201954] I... I'm not sure If i have the right to say what I'm about to say, because these incidents haven't happened to me... not really, at least.](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/79ffd01e7713cc3.png)
201954 I... I'm not sure If i have the right to say what I'm about to say, because these incidents haven't happened to me... not really, at least.
![[201954] ...Man](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/d92a0efb96d230b.png)
201954 ...Man
![[201954] So I was right, this wasn't even remotely your fault. You got groomed, even the fact you felt guilty about it just goes to show how badly they managed to groom you.](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/4b15b012a23e765.png)
201954 So I was right, this wasn't even remotely your fault. You got groomed, even the fact you felt guilty about it just goes to show how badly they managed to groom you.
![[8fd686] Yeah uh.. I didn't really know it was grooming.](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/95fe6b7a27151ef.png)
8fd686 Yeah uh.. I didn't really know it was grooming.
![[201954] okay yeah, I cant use that other sprite for this...](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/142d8eb1d2032e9.png)
201954 okay yeah, I cant use that other sprite for this...
![[7440ea] Nat Im going to throw molten hot glass at you you got GROOMED none of that at ALL can be said to be your fault](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/494ec1aa7b7558b.png)
7440ea Nat Im going to throw molten hot glass at you you got GROOMED none of that at ALL can be said to be your fault
![[8fd686] Uhh,yeah. .pretty much.](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/40ff98688bb882a.png)
8fd686 Uhh,yeah. .pretty much.
![[201954] Oh... so you were groomed.](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/0f6693395c307b0.png)
201954 Oh... so you were groomed.
![[8fd686] Nvm I lied its not shor-](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/4b8e7b7cef2a029.png)
8fd686 Nvm I lied its not shor-
![[8fd686] Okay well uh,to shorten it.when I was 14 i knew someone who was uh- extremely older than me. Adult age,and he was uh-, asking me to do things,things I still regret to this day,which was uh- NSFW,there was a point he made me fear him.i should add that i didnt know he was in his 20s at the time. At one point he sorta exposed me to uh- p--n,me stupidly listened to him and it uh- caused this addiction that's still fucking me mentally to this day,I didn't really know what i was doing I was really stupid but it's uh- really messing me up and I don't want to keep having said addiction,I never enjoyed it but it's not something I'm able to help which is what I needed advice for,uh- yeah. I guess I can still be in the wrong with this](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/c8e0dc900869019.png)
8fd686 Okay well uh,to shorten it.when I was 14 i knew someone who was uh- extremely older than me. Adult age,and he was uh-, asking me to do things,things I still regret to this day,which was uh- NSFW,there was a point he made me fear him.i should add that i didnt know he was in his 20s at the time. At one point he sorta exposed me to uh- p--n,me stupidly listened to him and it uh- caused this addiction that's still fucking me mentally to this day,I didn't really know what i was doing I was really stupid but it's uh- really messing me up and I don't want to keep having said addiction,I never enjoyed it but it's not something I'm able to help which is what I needed advice for,uh- yeah. I guess I can still be in the wrong with this
![[201954] oh jeez, I sense something forboding](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/fe42b6445003fd3.png)
201954 oh jeez, I sense something forboding
![[201954] ...](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/701b5254e9cf87a.png)
201954 ...
![[201954] I know this probably sounds annoying by now but still, be careful what you say...](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/27d23e808bf76af.png)
201954 I know this probably sounds annoying by now but still, be careful what you say...
![[8fd686] I should explain it--](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/66bb3fd9b3ccffc.png)
8fd686 I should explain it--
![[8fd686] Uhh no it's bad.](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/246a68bb00594ba.png)
8fd686 Uhh no it's bad.
![[201954] I'm gonna be honest Nat, the more you explain, the less bad it sounds...](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/9504d00e51ef418.png)
201954 I'm gonna be honest Nat, the more you explain, the less bad it sounds...
![[6c2151] I guess it's also stupidity..I was 14 at the time.](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/5da3101e3f9ab69.png)
6c2151 I guess it's also stupidity..I was 14 at the time.
![[201954] Everyone on PAM could use therapy.....](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/2e263a171236661.png)
201954 Everyone on PAM could use therapy.....
![[6c2151] Uh..I guess fear happened.](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/927cb84e914fff0.png)
6c2151 Uh..I guess fear happened.
![[398603] therarpy](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/abf2d73571a3010.png)
398603 therarpy
![[7440ea] Yeah we know its not smthing you just did to yourself already](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/20d4c048c347f0c.png)
7440ea Yeah we know its not smthing you just did to yourself already
![[201954] ack- sorry... Just try and be careful](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/66452188f953c86.png)
201954 ack- sorry... Just try and be careful
![[7440ea] If its happened before I dont think it will again based off the people who I know use pam at this time, as its mostly literally just NORMAL people](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/66ec22b9d6ece65.png)
7440ea If its happened before I dont think it will again based off the people who I know use pam at this time, as its mostly literally just NORMAL people
![[201954] I mean, you kinda already made it clear it wasn't, someone else lead you down to that addiction right? peer pressure? or was it something else?](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/21abf5ffaca6b96.png)
201954 I mean, you kinda already made it clear it wasn't, someone else lead you down to that addiction right? peer pressure? or was it something else?
![[6c2151] Well uh- I know,I hate that it is permanent but I know. And I think I can explain it clearly in a way it doesn't sounds like it was intentional if I'm speaking right.](http://pixelartmaker-data-78746291193.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/image/2eef3392cbc6ca9.png)
6c2151 Well uh- I know,I hate that it is permanent but I know. And I think I can explain it clearly in a way it doesn't sounds like it was intentional if I'm speaking right.