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d3c520 (( . . . )) '. . . the fuck's a lolcow?'

91d61f There's a teacher in my school called kirken bush, also have you tried getting a diagnosis

ac00c9 i too hold a lot of faith in humanity

ac00c9 but yeah i've been trying to move away from that but sometimes it just feels so pointless i might be bipolar

ac00c9 funny you bring up me being a lolcow

e90c96 I'm in adoration of the beauty of God's creation man, I love the goodness humanity is capable of man, I'm truly astonished by the wonders that have been made man, I'm high on faith in humanity man, I'm a believer man, for real.

91d61f All you can really do is try to slowly change that mindset by reminding yourself and getting confirmation from people you trust, hence why I keep trying to joke with you and REMIND you you're not a lolcow

e90c96 perhaps.

d3c520 (( . . . )) '. . .'

91d61f People important to you (me)

e90c96 hmm, maybe try and change it's importance than? make what the people whom you barely know think of little importance, a minor thing, while you make what people whom are close to you think of you very important, they would, after all, know you better.

ac00c9 i try to say i dont care what people think of me but deep down i know im lying to myself

ac00c9 one of my all time favorite songs "Cry of Achilles" has these lyrics "Crying out for more than i've been shown, knowing none of it is real" and "all that riddles me will never cease to be, still i search the world in vain" and i think that really relate to me and my struggle with this mindset

e90c96 hmm. understand that it can be quite difficult, but once you free yourself from needing validation from what others think of you, you will be all the more happy. what others think of you is of little importance, if those that you personally care for care for you, than you're perfectly fine friend.

ac00c9 like none of it is real and all my effort is meaningless because ill just rot away regardless of if i try to make friends or speak up or make plans with friends because they arent really friends and just dont want to anger me

d3c520 (( It seems today, that all you see, is- )) 'Okay, please shut up before you say something stupid.'

ac00c9 m greatest fear is that everyone despises me but because they fear me or some other reason they dont say it to my face- so while i fight to have some kind of social standing that it's all built on lies and fear

d3c520 (( wat? )) '. . ?'

e90c96 i just did something weird as fuck, I straight up said "thank God I'm alone" after I did it.

689720 blows up because i forgot the link: https://soundcloud.com/gli7ch-abridged/cabinet-man-but-neil-is-taking-a-shower

689720 this feels like the intended way to listen to cabinet man

ac00c9 boredom consumes me

ac00c9 would you look at that i'm wearing a new id

ac00c9 SAAAAAAAAVE USSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!

e2886d maybe I should try to make a pepper mix

e2886d an oddity compendium, perhaps

c95776 Bro is an oddly oddity

c95776 Yeah probably

e2886d Pepper if he was Ollie and called peprika

e2886d nah its not as cool with the spaces

e2886d You. Say. You're. Seeing. Darkness. You're. Seeing. Only. Me. Can't. You. Hail. My. Redesign. Knock. It. And. That. Would. Be. Heresy. Set. Us. Free.

ee5000 RILEYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY r u able to hop on dennys world on friday afternoon? -Marker

ee5000 Riely -Marker

c95776 Mega kirkzoid sounds like a mewgenics boss

91d61f me when i larp the deadly trio and lowkirkenuinely evolve into the mega kirkzord

8c660b i'd rather be anywhere doing anything than be here doing nothing

8c660b this is a thursday, dark and dim

8c660b bmo doesnt know i just imitate people and it's not exclusively supa i've copied

8c660b something supa would say because im larping as him apparently

6ba407 i forgot all about this place. i didn't think anyone still used it

bd4116 All aloneee in my beddddddroom with the lights turned down and my roommate goneee. I know it’s over, still i cling—- onnnnnnn