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c95776 Yeah probably

e2886d Pepper if he was Ollie and called peprika

e2886d nah its not as cool with the spaces

e2886d You. Say. You're. Seeing. Darkness. You're. Seeing. Only. Me. Can't. You. Hail. My. Redesign. Knock. It. And. That. Would. Be. Heresy. Set. Us. Free.

ee5000 RILEYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY r u able to hop on dennys world on friday afternoon? -Marker

ee5000 Riely -Marker

c95776 Mega kirkzoid sounds like a mewgenics boss

91d61f me when i larp the deadly trio and lowkirkenuinely evolve into the mega kirkzord

8c660b i'd rather be anywhere doing anything than be here doing nothing

8c660b this is a thursday, dark and dim

8c660b bmo doesnt know i just imitate people and it's not exclusively supa i've copied

8c660b something supa would say because im larping as him apparently

6ba407 i forgot all about this place. i didn't think anyone still used it

bd4116 All aloneee in my beddddddroom with the lights turned down and my roommate goneee. I know it’s over, still i cling—- onnnnnnn

9dffd4 oksorry

0e6997 [Ekusukariba] [Alright going fs this time]

0e6997 [Souczyr] [far from it, also call me eku, everyone knows me by that since i use different characters a lot]

9dffd4 okbye

9dffd4 Ok so century is my cousin basically

0e6997 [Century] [crazy, either way im heading off, tomorrow i got a 9 hour shift, gnight peeps]

9dffd4 Yeah I can like definitely pin point when this new mindset kind of hit me it’s when i got like bed ridden sick for a month. Genuinely just sat there with no light listening 2 like Sarah or something while making the initial SUPA pieces, definitely cooked me mentally but man i got wayyy better at drawing kekw

0e6997 [Century] [1:28am rn]

d80f90 I live in the other washington trust

0e6997 [Century] [im pacific standard, i live in washington]

9dffd4 Do u guys all live in the same house everyones 3 hours ahead of me what the geeeeek

d80f90 Well yeah i am going soon its 4:30 am on a school night im lowkey cooked

9dffd4 Mb lyric posting cuz i thought u had 2 go or something kekw

0e6997 [Century] [dealing with this another time ig]

9dffd4 And jane! You’re early, your life’s work is dirtied, by the fools! That adore you, biding your time biding your time to strike… surely, the poison makes a portrait of your face! In the mirror, smiling with fright

d80f90 Depression can be drastically different in different people, it can be incredibly hard to notice sometimes because of just how different it is. And i used to think the same, thinking that therapy isn’t really worth the time or that it’s useless, but once you find the right professional it really does help even if you don’t have issues of major concern, therapy is like thinking to yourself but way more intricate and conclusive. It also feels soooo good to be heard man like I can’t stress that enough it’s such a relief if you struggle with expression/acceptance

29aeca I might be a little depressed but, depression makes u want 2 kill yourself and i don’t rly want 2 do that despite how much i larp it kekw

29aeca Yeah that’s prolly it, i do need to do something significant tho, and im not sure how that’s going to happen or how moral it’s going to be but. You know i’ve never actually gone to a therapist, i don’t know why prolly because it’d be kind of awkward to ask my parents. If they saw the stuff i posted they’d send me maybe, but, idk i don’t really want to take the time 2 do that, i kind of find solace in my mindset.

139555 also if you're serious theres no way you just back-to-back said "i dont think i have any mental disorders but i really do want to kill someone"

139555 i used to fantasize about doing something news worthy just because it would be news worthy, it faded away, i dunno, i realize looking back that i had a warped and twisted mindset back then, but i couldnt see it in the moment

a9b03b And it’s not really the fame from the act itself that i care for, showing up on the news isn’t really that interesting. I explained this early but, i want to like create some kind of artificial value to my works that only that act would create if that makes sense. I genuinely wanna be a conclusion merchant oh my gosh

a9b03b I really do want to kill someone, and i don’t know what kind of political leaning that comes from but, i really do, i don’t know why at all or who or when but it’s something that kind of scratches the back of my mind. I wouldn’t want to deal with the consequences though, so i just larp being le cycle path through my art and other babble.

139555 neurdivergence is a spectrum and everyone falls somewhere on it

a9b03b I don’t think i have any mental disorders, i could say autism but everybaldi that self diagnoses autism just does it to excuse their weird behavior so, i think im neurotypical or however the science is fauchied

139555 i think you have a lot of conflicting emotions because of the fact that you DO have a conflicting enviornment, growing up left wing and getting into soyjak party is going to push things off kilter. it's also probably another reason why you're more aware when it comes to moral issues and emotional intelligence overall. I've noticed that people who are less reluctant to look into / try to understand both sides of a coin, or are forced to do that even, tend to be more open minded / intelligent.

a9b03b Yeah no, i have like some catholic friends but they’re not really like super edgy more just traditional right wing snca, i don’t know why im like this im not rly a victim of my environment

a9b03b Da jooz made my son a slinky mage