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583245 I LOST MY PROPER SENSE OF EMOTION LONG AGO. I CAN'T REALLY FEEL SADNESS OR SORROW, LET ALONE REAL REMORSE WHEN TO ME FEELING THAT WAY IS THE WRONG THING TO DO.
141c91 Pixel Cat Nali
8e9501 Cadmus, Ignore him. It's Manipulation.
583245 HOW COULD I EVER BE SORRY WHEN EVERYTHING AROUND ME IN MY LIFE BEFORE THIS STUPID FUCKING SITE TAUGHT ME, BEING SORRY WON'T GET YOU ANYWHERE!?
a57263 Terrie? You okay?
583245 There is no way even trying would matter... No, to them it'd just me guilt tripping again! Cause of course I must be planning something evil in the background! He totally isn't fucking sorry and actually regrets his FUCKING IDIOTIC CHOICES.
e24d8e Circel
583245 Always in the wrong no matter what... how could I even be sorry if that won't mean a damn thing?
a42a40 kai
b9582b TNT
308285 Blake real skeleton
583245 And yet even then I'm only going to keep going cause like I've said before it's only going to repeat that even when I do nothing, I do something wrong in some way.
583245 Heh... I know they will only see this as guilt tripping because they are assholes at this point when I just got nothing better to say anymore besides what's constantly bothering me and how I see everything.
0b5f79 door
b581db missSquare
583245 ...
583245 And even now... No attempts could ever fix what I've done... And people are only going to hurt me more than I'd wish... It's a negative ring... I do something wrong, people hate me, I on reaction end up over-reacting and thus they hate me more... And it just- repeats...
b581db hitSquare
33f09a blastoise
583245 I try to make Rozie, and Luna, happy... Yet even then I somehow do something wrong... And my over-protective side from the lack of real friends makes me well... Overly protective of those I really care about that for some it'd appear like I'm being manipulative when in reality I'm just doing what seems right to me... not everyone sees everything the same... Nobody is perfect nor are their actions... and there are those that are always unlucky...
b918ef Za Warudo
c129f9 Flour
8e9501 This is hilarious coming from Terrie but ok
583245 Every attempt to try and better myself I just get into a even worse place... I can't even find proper help as even some therapist fucking treat me poorly!... And one that I thought was going to be help... Was that damned pedophile... and really... How could I be a pedo if I despite the one that manipulated me and still does to others, and WANT to bring them to proper justice?... Or... Used too at first..... Just... Like any of it matters...
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583245 My life was bound to spiral into more and more negativity... I'm a fucking curse to myself, that can latch onto others..... Cause I always end up getting into area's that I never wanted without even trying... Even when it came to just trying to make people happy it was always going to go wrong somehow... To everyone, I'm irredeemable... "Terrie The Trustworthy Truth Teller"... That was always a stupid title and that only really came to be before ID's cause whenever somebody faked somebody else or pretended to be someone else I always knew who exactly they were... The trust wasn't really there as even I can't trust myself!... Haha... Cause even if I did nothing I just end up doing SOMETHING wrong.....
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879beb Jimothy
c129f9 Flour
583245 Terrie, the soft, caring and emotional one... What was left of it anyway..... Loli, the defensive yet easily angered one... due to my destructive nature of the past, she was a way to yell without really getting in trouble..... May, was mostly my curiosity but also my more smart thinking side... Entry, was the mostly emotionless one... Allern, he... didn't really have a part he was a wildcard... And well over time as I stopped using each character because of ID's... They all bled into "Terrie"... Maybe not the character but it made the mentally unstable psychopath everyone knows... The 18 year old who was used and manipulated by a pedophile. Abuse by parents and guardians, without many friends, poor living conditions... Just...
38239e hit sans
38239e Sans Sprite
583245 The mental damages. The abuse. The hate. The carelessness of adults. It seriously hurt my understanding of people. That even in here... PAM, I thought I could make new friends... And at first that was the case cause I was more calm and putting up a fake personality for people. And mix that with my multiple-personality disorder and acting like other people and there's the creation of so many different kinds of characters..... Each originally having some separate part of my own personality...
d53a42 Undertale
a2c390 Hemburger
583245 Then comes high school... By this point the bullying was no more but even then some students got away with starting fights and even making weapons without much discipline or even getting expelled. Illegal drugs... The things I heard during then of people raping others, getting into illegal stuff... It told me schools never care about the students. Never have, never will. And so by that point... Near the very end of school for me... I yelled for three entire periods of school..... At the teacher I had, even the principle, I legit had enough of the shit they did to me. Even in the past. Had I not held back during the time of Covid. I'd 100% have punched them and KEPT hitting them. Over. And over. Not a single bit of emotion but RAGE. All of that still weighs me down.
1dae94 Budweiser
1dae94 Budweiser
583245 It made me bitter... Along with the abuse from my aunts and cousins that'd hit me and whatnot when I even misbehaved even a tiny bit... I lost my emotions to those around me... And it started to hurt my friendships as well... I started... Getting more violent ripping my schoolwork yelling at the teachers. I showed I done had enough with being forced around.
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